Chandni washed her face after vomiting her guts out.

Her whole being was shivering, she looked down at her fingers which were trembling as if they were dipped in coldest ice.

Raising her gaze she looked at her reflection in the mirror. Her face was pale like a white sheet and her lips had turned blue.

No matter how much she acts of being confident but the truth was being in the presence of Shivoham Shekhawat scares her.

He was not the first man who had touched her inappropriately. In the busy buses and trains she has come across these kinds of men who enjoy tormenting girls by their lusty glaze and touch.

But what scares her the most was the look in Shivoham's eyes that she saw that night.

His every word sounded like a promise.

It felt like he knew her before.

Chandni wiped the small tear that fell out of her eyes. She has not shared it with anyone but even thinking about that night in the club gives her panic attacks.

Even now she could feel it coming.

Curling her fingers in a fist she took some deep breaths to control her nerves. She can't break like this in front of everyone, especially in front of Shivoham.

She has to tell Sabiq everything because one thing was clear: if she stays more in the presence of Shivoham she will end up dying by the way her heart drums violently in fear whenever he is near.

With that thought in her mind she went out of the washroom.

She was in the middle of the hallway when she felt that weird feeling again.

Chandni was unable to name this feeling but whenever it comes she feels like someone has placed a weight on her heart..

Her chest feels heavy and she feels like collapsing at that very moment.

And this feeling only comes to her when she thinks about him or when he is near her.

Chandni slowly raised her head and came face to face with the man who controls her mind even being so far away.

She stared at the hazel eyes of the man.

It was not carrying the lust that it carried that night.

Instead it was full of emotions that were so unknown.

The fear that she was feeling was clearly visible on her face still she did not look away from his eyes.

She cannot name the emotions that were surfacing on his hard face however she knew he was not blank.

In a blink of an eye he resembled a monster and in a blink of an eye he resembled a human.

"Do not come near to me...." she whispered, her voice did not waver like last time. She was strong as a sea wave. She knew that she was no more a mere girl. She was a Mafia queen. She has a mafia king by her side, she has to act confident and not fear.

Curb all your fears Chandni. Curb each of them.

"I will not," he said, his voice sounding so foreign to her. It was not a voice which was full of arrogance and lust. He sounded normal. Chandni's eyes flicked with confusion at that.

"I no longer will bother you in any way," he pronounced, determination clear in his voice before continuing," I just want to apologize to you for that night. I was out of my mind. I did wrong to you and I am sorry for it. You can take action against me if you want. But let me tell you one more time..I am falling in love with a woman who is going to be my wife soon. I want to create a happy future with her. I know I acted like a mad man, believe me not only on that night but after that night as well. I was wrong. Completely wrong. I am sorry once again. Please forgive me if you can and if you cannot then as I said you are free to punish me in any way you want."

Shivoham said all those words with such a seriousness and conviction that Chandni was lost for a minute.

While on the other hand Shivoham felt a weight lifting from his shoulders.

Finally he was out of the world called Chandni.

His eyes wavered to his woman who was looking like an angel in a white saree.

A smile came on his lips as he saw her playing with a little child.

She was nowhere near to what he desired in a woman but now he had come to realize that however she is...she is the only woman of his destiny.

And with thought and acceptance in his heart he walked towards his fiance forgetting about his sweet rose.

Leaving the chapter of Chandni behind.. closing it for forever.

Chandni was still in her place as she saw him going away and standing beside Tara. He looked at her with adoration in his eyes.

There was no glimpse of lust or arrogance in him.

He looked normal and free.

"Chandni," she came out of her thoughts when Sabiq called her.

She looked at him wide-eyed, afraid of what she did not even know.

"Why are you here standing all alone ?" he asked, placing an arm around her shoulder.

"I..I was waiting for you," Chandni uttered whatever the words came to her mouth.

Sabiq smiled at his Jaana before pressing a kiss on her forehead.

"Now I am here," he said, as if assuring her.

Chandni closed her eyes and hugged him tightly. Snuggling her face to his neck she inhaled his smell, it always calmed her nerves just like it was doing now.

"Where is your mother?" she asked, still wrapped in his arms.

"She does not want to come chandni."

"Because of me ?" Chandni asked and Sabiq shook his head smiling. "You know her medical conditions. Sometimes it is difficult to even convince her to do normal things."

He answered and Chandni nodded in clear understanding.

Something clicked her mind and she said to him instantly,"Your sister Shahzeen. She is afraid of every man. But she seems very close to that friend of yours. Your friend..."

"Shivoham ?" Sabiq asked and Chandni nodded in response.

"He was the first person to meet her when I brought her here to this mansion. Believe me I was not sure about letting him meet her giving Shahzeen's reaction to men but to my surprise Shivoham handled the situation so well. He was so calm and gentle with her that for a minute I could not believe my eyes. He touched her like a brother with nothing but care and love. He talked to her like a father, patience and support dripping from each of his words. I could not believe it was my arrogant and unkind brother. He loves her as much as I love her Chandni. Because of him for the first time I saw my Shahzeen smiling a full smile," Sabiq said with tears appearing in his eyes as he gazed at his little sister who was sitting by Shivoham's side and smiling seeing him interacting with Renee.

Your same brother has molested your girlfriend!

Chandni wanted to shout on his face but she curbed her feelings and silently joined the other crowd with Sabiq on her side.

Her eyes momentarily met with Shivoham and instantly she looked away.

"It's time for cutting the cake," Saba announced and everyone gathered around the birthday cake.

Renee held the knife in her hand, ready to cut the cake.

Closing her she whispered a wish and was about to cut the cake when she noticed Shivoham was not standing close to her.

"Hero, I will not cut the cake if you not come near me," she whined. Everyone chuckled at that but she grimaced at the scene as Shivoham took the child in his arms and cut the cake with her.

Renee fed the first piece of cake and then the second one to her parents and then the third piece to Sabiq.

"She is your niece. She should feed you first before feeding him," Chandni whispered in Sabiq's ears. The distaste was clear in her tone.

Sabiq looked at her with confusion. She was not the type of girl who points out such petty things. "It's okay Mehzabeen. Shivoham and I both are her uncles. She is free to feed the cake first to whoever she wants."

He tried to explain to her to which Chandni only nodded in response.

After that she only found Shivoham close to Tara. Not a single time she found him looking at her. He was acting like she was not even present there. Chandni should be thankful for it but she was not. She was failing to comprehend what he said and what he was doing was real or was he acting ?

Because the emotions she saw in his eyes in the previous two nights were nothing but raw.

But tonight...the emotions that he was carrying for Tara was looking more real. Especially his smile, it was looking so innocent and real as he gazed at his beautiful fiance.

"Chandni," she came out of her thoughts when Sabiq called her.

She looked at him, who was already looking at her with concern,"Are you sure you are really okay and nothing is bothering you ?" he asked for the nth time that night.

Chandni nodded yes in response.

Sabiq had a sigh knowing she will tell him what is going on in her mind when she feels comfortable enough. "It's ten already. Come let me drop you to your hostel," he said and Chandni nodded.

Sabiq and Chandni came out of the mansion. They were silently walking towards Sabiq's car when they heard someone calling Sabiq's name.

Both of them turned around only to find Shivoham and Tara coming towards them.

"Shivoham what's wrong?" Asked Sabiq.

However, before Shivoham could answer him, Tara opened her mouth and said,"There is some problem in our car. It's not starting. Can you please drop us off? It's already past my bedtime and I can feel my headache coming."

"There is no problem in it, I can surely drop you off," Sabiq said, making Chandni's eyes snap at him.

She shook her head slowly, too afraid to be in the same car as Shivoham, however no one noticed the fear she was going through.

"That's fine Sabiq. You don't have to bother us. Go spend some quality time with your girlfriend. I will call George to pick us up or else we will get a cab," Shivoham said when he caught the glimpse of fear on her face. He knew he was the reason for that fear and somehow he hated that fear for him on her face.

"Oh come on brother. It's not at all bothersome to me. Come I will drop you guys off," Sabiq said not understanding why his best friend was neglecting him for such a small thing.

"Are you sure ?" Shivoham was still a bit doubtful, especially seeing the way Chandni was not meeting anyone's eyes.

"Yes I am just get in." Sabiq said and holding Chandni's hand they went towards the car.

Shivoham was about to take the passenger seat but Sabiq stopped him,"Sorry brother, that's now reserved for my Mehzabeen. You can sit on the back with your fiance," he said and without waiting for his reply he sat Chandni on the passenger seat and took the driver seat.

Shivoham saw as Chandni smiled at Sabiq, being thankful to him for making her sit near him.

Inhaling a deep breath he went to sit on the back with Tara.

The journey was quiet. No one said a word.

Tara placed her head on Shivoham's shoulder and smiled, singing something underneath her breath.

It caught Chandni's attention. She glanced at them through the rearview mirror and found Shivoham and Tara lost in their own moment.

Her hands which were sweating out of nervousness since the time she got with him in the same car raised to touch Sabiq's thigh.

Looking at her, Sabiq arched his eyebrow in question, Chandni shook her head and simply placed her head on his shoulder, sighing deeply as her heart drummed violently within her chest.

She wanted this journey to end sooner. Not one time did she catch Shivoham's eyes on her, he was too busy to spend his time with Tara to look at her but still...still she felt like he was here for her.

His eyes were on her, his mind was on her. He...

"Sabiq," she opened her closed eyes when she heard his voice.

Separating herself from Sabiq she looked at Shivoham through the rear view mirror. He was looking at Tara adoringly but his words were to Sabiq.

"Tara is asleep. Can you please turn on the heater? She is feeling cold," he said, wrapping his coat around Tara who shivered slightly, fast asleep on his arms.

"Yes sure," Sabiq said turning on the heater.

"Thank you," Shivoham thanked and leaned forward to press a kiss on Tara's forehead.

All of it was witnessed by Chandni.

By seeing his loving side his words repeated in her mind.

You can punish me in whichever way you want. But let me tell you one thing..I have a woman with me now and I love her alot.

His confessions whether it was real or fake clouded many questions in her mind.

If he really loves her a lot then why did he touch me like that that night.

He was drunk, fucking a prostitute and molesting me. A man who loves someone never does something like this.

He is lying..he clearly is playing with her. He is a two faced man. He acts like he loves his fiance so much but in reality he is a psycho molester.

Somehow the realization left her shivering in fear more than she expected.

If he really was what she is thinking of him then it is impossible for her to showcase his real but ugly side to the world.

But I will. Chandni was determined.

"Sabiq," Chandni said, ready to tell him whatever is his dear friend with her.

"Yes Jaana," Sabiq said, stopping the car as they reached her hostel.

"Your friend...." that made Shivoham look at her finally.

She slowly swayed her eyes to the rearview mirror and finally found him looking at her. Their eyes met. His eyes were blank, not afraid of anything. But a jolt of shiver ran to her spine and she again found her heart beating too loudly to hear or voice out anything.

Her sweaty hands curled upon her thighs and she gulped, visibly nervous.

"Tell me. I know you wanted to say this since this evening. What is bothering you so much? I am listening to you. Speak to me Chandni. I am here for you," Sabiq persisted, knowing pretty well she wanted to confess something very huge to him.

"Sabiq I...." She could not say the next few words as again the panic attack arose.

She started sweating in her place, and breathing became difficult for her. Gasping for air she felt her eyes stinging with tears. It was a lot. To whisper out all those things that too in presence of that man was a torture to itself.

Her blurry vision turned blurrier, her chest felt heavy. Was she getting a heart attack? Because this feeling was too heavy. The world was closing itself on her and she was alone.

For the first time in the last few hours the colour of Shivoham's face drained from his face and pushing away Tara from his arms he went out of the car and opened Chandni's side of the car door.

When he saw her gasping for air and possibly having a panic attack he felt his own heart stopping.

"Chandni..." he whispered, too scared to say anything. For the first time in his life he was worried for someone else more than himself.

Chandni flinched when she felt someone touching her arms. But the person touching her did not stop and took her in his arms. It was Sabiq.

"Shivoham stay the fuck away from her," Sabiq snapped at Shivoham who forwarded his hands to help Chandni but it only made her condition worse.

Shivoham stopped at his place. Curling his fingers into fists as he stood there helplessly as he did not even know how to help her. What an irony it was he was the reason for her panic attacks and he wanted to help her.

"Breathe..breathe look at me Jaana. Just try to breathe. You can do it my love. You are my brave girl," Sabiq cooed softly to her as he held her in his arms, protectively. He knew how to deal with her panic attacks. He has always been with her, if not physically then through phone calls whenever she gets a panic attack.

Chandni recognized his sweet voice and latched herself to him, hiding her face on his chest. She tried to breath but ended up gasping for more air.

Sabiq was scared and heartbroken by seeing her in this state. She had panic attacks before but it was never this severe. Tonight it has reached its highest level and it scared the hell out of him.

"It will pass my love. Just try to breathe slowly. I am here for you," Sabiq said as he felt her shivering even with the heater in the car on. He held her like a baby in his arms and cooed sweet nothings to her. She was his brave girl and she will conquer everything.

"Sabiq..." Chandni finally broke into a bitter cry, relieving Shivoham's dirty touches for the first time in his presence.

"Yes my jaana," Sabiq's voice withered as she found the normal pace of her breathing after a long time.

"I don't want to meet your friends. I don't like your friends. They are bad. They will snatch me from you. I don't want to live without you. I love you so much. Make them go and I don't want them. Please..." Chandni finally broke and cried at the top of her lungs. All her words were indirectly pointed towards Shivoham though she did not take his name.

Sabiq was stunned by her request.

"You do not like my friends ?" He asked, staring at Shivoham who looked like a dead body standing there with both his hands hanging on his side. His eyes minus any emotions.

"Or you specifically do not like Shivoham?" Sabiq's eyes menacingly thinned at the same words as he clenched out the words through his gritted teeth.

He knew what a fucking bastard Shivoham was. He was a man who gets his hands on any woman any time. Though he treats the women of his family respectfully, he can't say the same thing about other women. He was a manslut and Sabiq hated the thought but if he had even glanced at his Chandni with lust he would make sure to cut Shivoham's dick by his own hands.

Shivoham who was looking like a dead man upon seeing Chandni's condition finally snapped his eyes to Sabiq. Something flickered in his eyes seeing fury and hate in his grey eyes for him.

It was the first time he saw those emotions in Sabiq's eyes for himself.

"What ! Are you out of your mind Sabiq? What are you trying to imply? Shivoham would never do something like that. My Shivoham loves me. He can never think of seeing any woman with that look in his eyes. I have seen his love for me in his eyes. If I was in your place I would never trust your three months old girlfriend over Shivoham," Tara shouted out of anger from the back seat.

Chandni flinched at her tone. Shivoham saw that and snapped angrily at Tara,"KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT TARA AND LET HER SPEAK," his voice was not too loud but it was dangerously menacing.

Tara looked at him bewildered. He was snapping at her for Chandni!

Sabiq ignored them and put all his attention to Chandni. He asked her softly,"Jaana I will believe your each and every word. Just speak. I will handle the rest. Do you have problems with all my friends or with Shivoham only ? Did he..." his voice faltered a bit but he still continued,"Did he behave inappropriately with you?"

Everyone waited for her to say something silently. Chandni hid her face in Sabiq's face more. She wanted to tell him everything but she knew she would get another panic attack if she was relieved that night even through her words. Chandni also knew who was standing behind her. It was a mystery to her if he is really for his doing or was all this his acting.

But she was sure of one thing: she was scared of him. Slowly she shook her head and whispered with her words breaking in between,"All..I ... don't like...all.. except Peach and Dev," she whispered.

Sabiq heaved a sigh of relief. He was thankful that it was not what he was thinking about.

"Okay I get. You don't like Nusrat, Tara and Shivoham. I get why you don't like them," he whispered back to her.

He caressed her silk hair as she came back to her normal self.

After sometime he finally snapped his eyes to Shivoham and said in a most neutral tone, " Take my car I will be spending my night with my jaana. She needs me tonight," he said, coming out of the car.

Taking her in his arms in bridal style Sabiq went inside her hostel without sparing a single glance at Shivoham who was still rooted to his place.

"Shivoham," Tara called from inside the car but Shivoham was silent.

He stood there like a statue for a long minute. Tara kept calling him but he silenced her by showing his palm.

The only thing that was running in his mind was the way he could not do anything whilst Sabiq handled her so nicely. The way she melted in his arms and stopped crying all of a sudden. The way his one look made her so scared that she ended up getting panic attacks. The way she held on to Sabiq as if he was her safe place and he was nothing to her.

Indeed you are nothing to her Shivoham. Move on. That will be good for everyone and you.

The sane part of his again said and Shivoham tried again to listen to it.

Suddenly a realization hit him like a truck and he snapped his eyes behind and looked at the way they had gone..

No one was there now. He looked up at the window of her room which most of the time he found closed but tonight it was open.

He saw as Sabiq opened the window of her room and parted the old brown curtains. His fingers curled into fist and the heart inside his heart beated loudly. He could not make out what was happening inside the room but he knew Chandni and Sabiq were there together.

He wondered how Sabiq could go inside the hostel. Men are not allowed there but given Chandni's condition maybe they were allowed.

Will they allow me too ? He wondered.

Should I go and check on my sweet rose? Yes I should. I should help her. I know she did not eat well at the party. She was looking so dull. I can run a bath for her. Fuck! I can give her a head massage because for a fact I know she must be having a headache. Her hair looks so silky from afar. They must feel more silken if I touch them. If she wants, I will spend the night with her. I will sleep on the same bed as her with her curvaceous body wrapped around my hard one.

It will be so hard for me to control myself but I will try. She needs rest tonight, not my hands roaming on her full breasts and tight ass.

His heartbeats turned more rapid as he dug his nails into his palms remembering how tight and round her ass was looking in the saree.

The monster in him wanted to pounce on that tight ass and play with those ass cheeks from just above her saree. The blouse she was wearing was so deep and designed in such a way that her breasts were cupping out of it though she tried to hide them by her saree and hair. But the curve of her body and that smell of her didn't fail to give him a hard boner.

Just like the thought of it was doing now.

Shivoham looked down at his bulge which was tightening his pants. Even from afar one could manage to see his bulge. It was that much visible.

We are not supposed to fantasize about her. Cursed the good side of him but his body, his soul, his heart was giving up.

Suddenly he felt a movement on the window. He looked up and found Sabiq at the window again but this time with Chandni's red saree in his hand.

The rapid race of his heart, stopping for a moment completely as Sabiq hung the slightly wet saree on the wire in the balcony.

Chandni was just in her petticoat and blouse in front of Sabiq. The thought that was a clear reality made Shivoham's heart boil out of anger and possessiveness. His hazel eyes took a deep shade of red as he saw Sabiq going inside and coming out in the balcony with Chandni's red blouse and the cotton red petticoat in his hand. Sabiq hung it on the wire. They too carried the wet patches on them. Even from a distance Shivoham could make out the wet patches were around the cups of the blouse and the crotch part of her petticoat.

Taking deep angry breaths he glared at Sabiq who took off his jacket and shirt and hung on the same wire just on top of Chandni's used clothes and went inside the room shirtless before closing the window.

Finally the sane part of him gave up and the complete monster took him over as gritted his teeth tightly as if he would break his own jaw by doing so and hit a harsh punch on the side of the car.

He could imagine. He could imagine Sabiq feeling Chandni's breasts in his hands. Him fondling her ass, kissing her juicy lips..he could see it right in front of his eyes. Sabiq rubbing her clitoris.

The way she must be screaming in pleasure as he pumped his finger in her pussy hole. One of his fingers slightly caressing her the hole of her ass. Fuck she must be so tight from both the side.

He fucked her more with three fingers. His thumb finding its way to her ass hole. His other hand must be caressing her bouncy breasts. They are so big and full. She was only 19 but had such big boobs. Sabiq must be enjoying playing with them.

And Chandni must be enjoying it more. She was a virgin with such a tight pussy and ass she must be loving the way he was fucking her with his fingers while she plays with his cock from above the pant. No, the bastard must have taken his cock out of his pants and she must be playing with it now.

He could hear her loud cry as she came right on Sabiq's fingers. The way her face contracts in the bliss of getting her first orgasm.

Her first orgasm.....I was supposed to give her that not that bloody Sabiq! Shivoham cursed.

He could not see but he can imagine Sabiq leaning to her pussy and inhaling the musky scent of her cum which must be shining on the untrimmed hairs of her pussy and thighs. Letting out his tongue he must be tongue fucking her now.

He punched again on the side of the car as he saw him eating her pussy and Chandni screaming his name in ecstasy.

"Sabiq ... .yes..yes... please more. Fuck me more.....yes love.... Eat my pussy. Eat it completely, it's yourssss.."

She cried as another orgasm hit her. It was too much for Shivoham. He could feel his eyes crying, his ears bleeding. His mind was about to give up so was his soul as he felt himself dying, begging for breath but he was breathless. It was more than hard to breathe and live when he knew that Sabiq was fucking Chandni and she was enjoying every bit of it.

"Shivoham," he snapped his eyes open as suddenly everything turned quiet.

His racing heart got back to its normal pace. The cries of her pleasure and orgasms nulled and what remained was a deep silence.

He looked back at Tara who was standing near him with tears in her eyes,"I know you must be so hurt by the fact that Sabiq doubted you and when it came to choosing you or his girlfriend he chose he girlfriend but let me tell you one thing. No matter what happens I will always choose you and never doubt you. Never ever. I will love you...."

Tara could not say a word further as Shivoham silenced her by pressing his lips on hers.

She gasped loudly as he kissed her like some mad. His kiss was wild and rapid as he poured out whatever emotions he was feeling at that moment.

It was his anger and jealousy that he gave to her but the naive woman counted it as his love and accepted his kisses.

Within a second she felt the pain in her lips and tongue as he bit her wildly. The blood came down from her mouth to her chin and then to her throat but he did not stop and neither Tara stopped him.

Shivoham snapped a glance at the closed window and his anger rose more as if it was even possible. He held Tara by her hair and pushed her in the passenger seat of the car.

Getting in the driver's seat he locked the door of the car and pulled down his pant's zip. Like a snake his 9 inches cock jumped out of his pants frightening Tara to the core. He was still in a slight flaccid state and that scared Tara more.

Last time she could not get his dick inside her because he left her by saying it will hurt and they will do it after marriage but tonight.... tonight it looked like he was ready to kill her with his dick only.

"Shivoham, are you finally going to male love to me ?" She asked breathlessly.

Shivoham did not spare a glance at her or said anything; he just wrapped her hand around his cock and said.

"Jerk it."

Tara happily obliged, finding all this adventurous and highly amorous on the other side, Shivoham started the car and drove it at highest speed.

Only with one thought in his mind.

I can fuck you better than Sabiq, Chandni. Just come to me.

....